its 4:11 A.M. i'm not wanting to sleep cuz i just found out around 2 am that my cousin is possibly in labor (about a month and a half before the expected time) and honestly i'm waiting for a call that if received will have me and my mom going to the hospital for moral support... i'm hoping and praying that my cousin will have a healthy functioning baby girl (which is the plan) but if not... i'll be heartbroken (Again)... my cousin has already lost one child, i dont think our family could handle another loss i wish my first journal entry could be something more upbeat and enjoyable to read. perhaps my next will be ^_^ i'll sure being praying so


-Ty