ALightWithin

Writing this journal entry because I haven't done so in such a long time... so now its time for an update ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm getting engaged to squeakums4christ (Ashley Cross) soon! and plan on getting married either this year or next... we are looking into a purchasing a home of our own (we found one with a very reasonable price...gonna see the inside on saturday) however we won't be moving in until married., if we get it that is. my brother is currently engaged and plans to get married after his fiance finishes

its been about two years since my last journal entry on here, so for an update... My cousin's child is now 1 year old and will turn 2 October 1st.  Her name is Liliya Dimmett.  Also my best friend (squeakums4christ) became my girlfriend ^_^

its 4:11 A.M. i'm not wanting to sleep cuz i just found out around 2 am that my cousin is possibly in labor (about a month and a half before the expected time) and honestly i'm waiting for a call that if received will have me and my mom going to the hospital for moral support... i'm hoping and praying that my cousin will have a healthy functioning baby girl (which is the plan) but if not... i'll be heartbroken (Again)... my cousin has already lost one child, i dont think our family could handle another loss :( i wish my first journal entry could be something more upbeat and enjoyable to read.  perhaps my next will be ^_^ i'll sure being prayi